I absolutely hate to do this. (Searching for a lost fic)

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Hello all! after a few years break, I recently splashed head first back into the fandom, and despite all of my searching I cannot find a certain fic. It would have to be a couple years old, and I believe it was a longer one. Sadly, all I can remember of it is Jeeves revealing long ago sexual abuse, and Bertie cries, then apologizes for crying. Jeeves tells him something along the line of "It's alright, i can't cry over it anymore. You're crying for me."

i hate to come back in with a request, but I cannot find this thing anywhere, after an extensive search. Does anyone know what may have happened to it, or have a link to it if it's still around? I would much obliged! Thank you!